looking at my ban list; you were banned a lot. You had plenty of chances and were given a final chance. You blew it back then.
You may or may not have changed since back then but after i say you had your chances, you do not get anymore. If you really want to play, look at the new user corollary.
New User Corollary
When a person is banned, for whatever reason, I regard their persona as banned and do not expect to see them frequenting our servers or teamspeak any longer. However, as Napoleonic Wars is quite a fun game, I abide by a simple maxim when it comes to buying a new copy of it. That is, if you buy a new copy of the game, with a new name, no ties to your previous persona, you will not be pursued for any actions you committed previously - only the most egregious violations being exempt from this. In short, if you get permanently banned, buy a new CD-Key, get a new name and don't dwell on what you did previously.
buy a new key for 75% off on whatever websites that have good sales that you trust.