I don't see what relevance my FSE moderator status has to me caring about NW? I enjoy my time on the forums as I'm still actively talking to many community members. It's been clear I haven't been as involved in the hosting scene for months (NWWC, I have taken a back seat for example) and pretty much any other tournament I have been a part of has been as an adviser or a co-host not the main host (when I have been asked by again members of the community I am friendly with, I'm not going to tell them to fuck off am I).
I reformed the regiment before things blew up with the virus which has had quite the effect on my life so I haven't had much time which I did inform the KKA members of hence why we haven't had an event for 2 weeks (I did advise I'm happy for them to go on without me but I doubted any of those nubs would do so).
I mean in relation to the podcast again I was asked to do so and I'd never done one before as I put off Smylies one before so I thought I'd see what it was like especially when Python (again someone I am friends with) actually wanted to do it with me I thought it might be a laugh which it was at times. Hence why I tried to bring up some more controversial topics such as JackieChan or NA vs EU.
So realistically I don't think any of the points you made in your last post are relevant what-so-ever. But if you care about my NW life so much then feel free to talk to me about it on Steam or PM's. This isn't the place and I'll lock the thread for now as I assume Chriseh has no issue not hosting it either as we both sorta lost interest after the issues on the first attempt.