Sorry for the double post.
In most cases our staff has not been very secretative about things accept this. You folk may have noticed that I have been kinda grumpy as of late, there is a reason to this. The regiment I feel is not going in the direction I wish it to go and I feel its unchangeable. Ever since the back-lash from the repeal of the new code of conduct I have not looked at the regiment the same way. I feel that the regiment is not able to live without trollish tendencies like headbanging and no pts. These small but important things that members have refused to bend to has given me the impression I have failed. As a leader I feel that I should be able to run my regiment the way I want it to but now it seems I cant do that anymore. I have failed.
I have talked extensively with the officers (NCO's excluded) and we have reached an agreement. I myself must be trufeful. Im growing tired of NW, hundreds of events I have done with the FKI for the past 11 months has worn me down. I have done my best to not make this apperant to you guys but it is sadly true and im sorry. I meant to announce this yesterday but I couldn't get myself to do it.
My lack of interest in the game and my feeling that the regiment is sliding to the wrong side of the discipline spectrum than I like has made it to the point that I dont enjoy leading the unit. The events are repatitive, I have long stopped trying to enforce the rules of PTS and have reapedently tried to maintain order. Its discoureging that the longer members are in the unit the more trollish and illdiciplined they become. Like I said I tried to change of this regiment with the code of conduct but as you guys know many people were to far agianst it. Bickering and indecesion in the NCO staff on the subject as made me loose faith in our leadership.
I feel I must be at every server that the regiment joines and every event to lead so that our rankers actuelly follow the commander leading.
Its been 11 months since I founded this unit. I have gone through hardships such as the Spit of Ice and pepper, the raighn of Thore and now this but I feel this as worn on me to much. We must however be proud of what we have acomplished as a unit. We have become the best regiment in all NA and have a great community.
Myself Docter and Merccer an dstarting a cav regiment. I will pick members to come into the unit. I advise members to not make any decisions about joining other units until I have made all my choices.
You leader for the past 11 months ~ Millander
