I don't think god will forgive you. What you did is too evil and perverted.
But for next time, you should maybe think about how much luck you have that you are at least able to take a shit.
There are for example hungry children in africa who can't do so, because of they don't have anything for eat (=>no taking a shit).
Next sin: I have been supporting a troll on the cav groupfighting last night.