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Life's Problems and Emotions
« on: March 02, 2015, 06:52:46 am »
This is a thread for people too let out their feelings without being judged and if they want discuss it with other people.

I will start us off. I have been back in school and out of outpatient (kek) for about 2 months now, all was gucci until one week ago my gf attempted to commit suicide, thankfully she failed but now she is receiving treatment and I haven't been able to see her :(
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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #1 on: March 02, 2015, 08:29:28 am »
This is a thread for people too let out their feelings without being judged and if they want discuss it with other people.

I will start us off. I have been back in school and out of outpatient (kek) for about 2 months now, all was gucci until one week ago my gf attempted to commit suicide, thankfully she failed but now she is receiving treatment and I haven't been able to see her :(

What do you mean with this?

Also that sucks dude hope you can meet her soon.

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #2 on: March 02, 2015, 08:36:25 am »
I'm conflicted about this thread. :P

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #3 on: March 02, 2015, 09:04:46 am »
This is a thread for people too let out their feelings without being judged and if they want discuss it with other people.

I will start us off. I have been back in school and out of outpatient (kek) for about 2 months now, all was gucci until one week ago my gf attempted to commit suicide, thankfully she failed but now she is receiving treatment and I haven't been able to see her :(

What do you mean with this?

Also that sucks dude hope you can meet her soon.
Instead of going to school for about 4 weeks I went to a treatment facility

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #4 on: March 02, 2015, 09:17:25 am »
I feel ya man I've been in a lot of bad situations to. But I don't think I want to share any of it on this forum though.

You can add me on steam, if you want to talk about shit though I don't mind.

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #5 on: March 02, 2015, 09:41:43 am »
I'm all good :) my stuff is in the past and I am open about most of it especially because none of my friends play NW

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #6 on: March 02, 2015, 10:35:20 am »
That's rough man

My depressing stuff:
My dad is the kinda guy who doesn't show any emotions and is pretty tough. I was raised in that same environment, except that my mom helped me develop emotion and shit. I never show anything, I've never had a best friend, I never talk to anyone about my thoughts, I never cry, I handle everything in my head and that's where it stays, I've told only one person my inner most thoughts and memories, and she shit on me (too nice).. It really tortures me sometimes because of how much I think about and process shit. There's things my family have no idea about, and that I will probably take to my grave. I don't feel close to my parents. I love em, but going to college and shit has made them seem even more distant. It's killing me though, I feel so alone and like I can't confide anything with anyone. I'm what you would call a legitimate "nice guy" so I've had horrible luck with the ladies (no fedora or neckbeard here btw). So basically Im frustrated and tired of having to keep everything in, and having to deal with girls who have been damaged by fuck bois and don't trust any guys now. I've met some really amazing people at school though, and have had many experiences that I wouldn't trade for anything.

Rant done.

So thank you NW for providing a distraction from all this. My parents don't understand that and I don't want to explain it, but when you over process things as much as I do, you need something to give your mind a break
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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #7 on: March 02, 2015, 10:46:22 am »
I've been suffering with depression for around 3-4 years now, made an attempt on my life once. Let's just say it didn't work out. Currently dealing with PTSD. My Mum was an alcoholic until her liver gave up around 6 months ago. No social life. Yeah, life sucks but people have it much worse than me.

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #8 on: March 02, 2015, 10:52:25 am »
That's rough man

My depressing stuff:
My dad is the kinda guy who doesn't show any emotions and is pretty tough. I was raised in that same environment, except that my mom helped me develop emotion and shit. I never show anything, I've never had a best friend, I never talk to anyone about my thoughts, I never cry, I handle everything in my head and that's where it stays, I've told only one person my inner most thoughts and memories, and she shit on me (too nice).. It really tortures me sometimes because of how much I think about and process shit. There's things my family have no idea about, and that I will probably take to my grave. I don't feel close to my parents. I love em, but going to college and shit has made them seem even more distant. It's killing me though, I feel so alone and like I can't confide anything with anyone. I'm what you would call a legitimate "nice guy" so I've had horrible luck with the ladies (no fedora or neckbeard here btw). So basically Im frustrated and tired of having to keep everything in, and having to deal with girls who have been damaged by fuck bois and don't trust any guys now. I've met some really amazing people at school though, and have had many experiences that I wouldn't trade for anything.

Rant done.

So thank you NW for providing a distraction from all this. My parents don't understand that and I don't want to explain it, but when you over process things as much as I do, you need something to give your mind a break

I would say you and I are a lot alike, except for a few things. I try to talk to my mother about certain things, but I usually keep to myself. My inner most thoughts will die with me. I don't like telling others my deep thoughts except if I'm 100% comfortable and that is hard. How I deal with it is usually by ignoring it and accepting it as my life. I have huge stress issues and that doesn't help, but I also have a tendency to forget certain things and that causes me to worry and more stress ensues. Things like depression and such come along with that stress, and no one likes depression. But hey man, it get's better, I assure you. I've had my fair share of wanting this shit to end, being able to not have to worry, and being able to come out with how I actually feel to people. It's rough man, but you just have to power through it.

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #9 on: March 02, 2015, 12:01:54 pm »
I have a ton of bad shit in life,

Crush rejected me on my Birthday,
Mom doesnt love me and I haven't seen her in 2 years,
Stepmom summoned by the devil,
School is hard as shit,
Grandfather Died Recently,
Can't play football for life due to injury,

thats just to name a few, but this game and most of the people in it help me get through these hard times and make me feel happy, and not too many things to in life. Thank you NW

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #10 on: March 02, 2015, 03:42:25 pm »
>Haven't been in relationship since the 5th grade and that one lasted a few weeks
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>god left me unfinished
>why can't I take it seriously

I actually do like people I've met on this forum and in NW better than any person I've met in real life to be honest. Danks guize for always making me hate myself
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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #11 on: March 02, 2015, 04:15:40 pm »
It's okay we hate you to.  :-*

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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #12 on: March 02, 2015, 04:45:57 pm »
It's okay we hate you to.  :-*
D'aawwwwww you shouldn't have  :-*
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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #13 on: March 02, 2015, 05:34:27 pm »
wow i guess everything that makes you unhappy counts as depression


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Re: Depressing Thread
« Reply #14 on: March 02, 2015, 05:39:48 pm »
well my cat died last year