Those were private steam logs between me and shinto in the hopes of making this situation better. I didn't want them shared because I expressed my personal opinions which could blur other people's views on the situation. My personal thoughts have very little to do with how the regiment acts, I guess shinto didn't care though as he chose to share those with people who aren't even a part of this conflict.
Granted I didn't ask shinto to not share them I just told him he can't post them on FSE, I just figured I could trust him to keep the conversation private.