On Monday, April 8th, I messaged two photos over steam to [1stNOG]General Jerusalem aka IDF. The photos were graphic and contained extremely offensive material. These two photos were making fun of the holocaust. Not only is IDF a part of the Jewish community, It was also the day after Holocaust memorial day, a detail I was tragically unaware of. I have made jokes and comments about such things in the past, which led me to believe it wasn't such a sensitive matter. After I had sent the photos, I noticed he was becoming very angry and pissed off. It's then when I began realizing the stupid mistake I had made. I quickly posted a North Korean anthem video to try and cover up what I had done, hoping to lighten up the mood a bit. He informed me at that point, that it was a day after the Holocaust memorial day. I took something meant to be funny way too far, and it became extremely offensive. I was the going to send him a video of cute puppies (To soften the situation up) but he had already removed me from his friends list.
I was an idiot, I will admit. I never intended for this to take such a wrong turn. I'm very very sorry. I do, with all my heart wish that I could take back those messages. I Sincerely apologize to IDF and the community for the dick move I made. Me and IDF were always close, and he provided me a kind friendship. I screwed it all up. And for that I am sorry.
Here is part of the steam messages as proof of me being a complete a**hole:
[1stNOG]General Jerusalem: That's a real dick move Grass, and not a wise one.
GrAsSvAiN: O H S H I T
GrAsSvAiN: I PUSHED IT.
GrAsSvAiN: I guess I just fucked up our relationship
GrAsSvAiN: Opps
^^^Different time period in the conversation
Monday, April 08, 2013
[1stNOG]General Jerusalem: What is wrong with you?
GrAsSvAiN: <3
GrAsSvAiN: Long message
GrAsSvAiN: Cant be good
[1stNOG]General Jerusalem: No, fuck you. It's holocaust memoral week, and you decide to send me links to UNIMAGINABLY insulting pictures?
[1stNOG]General Jerusalem: You're sick, man.
GrAsSvAiN: It's holocaust memorial week?
GrAsSvAiN: Fuck, Sorry. I didnt know
[1stNOG]General Jerusalem: Screw you.
GrAsSvAiN:
(The full conversation could not be retrieved due to it not showing up on the steam chat history)
IDF, I can't express how bad I feel about all of this right now. I know I made a HUGE mistake. I'm sorry, man. I'm sorry.